Still in process. At this moment in time it’s like a patchwork. It doesn’t follow linear thinking. But writing it down creates some order.
I realize it’s important. So I sit up in bed reporting my experience trying to work this morning with my selenite stone in the shape of a heart, after a mild yoga session, easing the migraine I woke up with.
What happens here, also links to autism and why it is there; it has to do with the information we ingested from the environment. Now if I look at all of this from the place of the observer, like we learn in yoga, I’m safe. It safes me from being carried away by random thoughts. What happens when I put the selenite on the sore spots on my forehead, is that the high frequency of the stone loosens the information that is stored in the tissues in the head.
What is that about. I become aware of the energy my father had to deal with, trying to manage life and finances. Lot’s of worry and concern. I inherited that way of thinking and feeling pattern. I see myself do it. I also adapted to the way my mother reacted to her environment, I see that very clear now, how that works for her in the caring home she is in at present time. Her feeling body contracts, in reaction to her environment. Doesn’t want all these influences. Fair enough. But that also shuts one down from all the rest of it. Numbed out. The state most people are in once they are adults.
My parents way to have a holiday from all they had to deal with in life, was just to have a gin. But we know of the side effects. Now, that darker density of all of that, want’s to be released from the tissues. Ofcourse there’s more to it. It has many facets. We have to watch our diet too, but the atmosphere around us and the impressions are also food. We breathe it in.
What’s behind this and where the selenite helps me to gravitate to, is the further dimensions, behind the 3d density. The aspects of my multi dimensional self. I see glimpses of a finer, wider reality behind the thought loops that keep me imprisoned in my own inadequate mind. That wider outlook wants to help me, cure me. Ease me. It really is ok. The density that was stored in the tissues wants lo leave, so that healthy nourishment, healthy energy can come in it’s place.
The danger here probably is, is that it becomes ungrounded. Indeed it still is a willy nilly patchwork. An inadequate effort to connect the dot’s. An autistic tendency to escape that dense 3d influence. We grew up in that, it’s energy signature flew through our energy system. It became our day to day reality. We started to think it was us. But the times we live in beckon us to go further. To anchor in 5d. We’re not quite there yet, but the new born kids will simply repel the 3d frequency. My generation though has to do some work still and realign. To what? To that reality we grasp like I did here this morning, working with my selenite heart. And by the way, don’t underestimate the company of a purring cat. She settled down next to me, easing the pain as well. I rest my head against her soft fur. Cat’s are great healers.
In the reader ‘The hoax of the mind’ written by Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan, I red the other day:
“I was thinking of the Sufi symbol; the heart is a circle of which the top and the bottom has been subjected to the gravity pull of the Earth, and the wings are the redeeming uplift which balances that gravity pull. That which balances that gravity pull is detachment and independence.”
I see glimpses of a thinking and feeling space that is just finer, has a finer frequency. It seems to have portals to various consciousnesses, like vortexes that take you there. It wants to be known, explored. So we can download the information and apply it. Sufi way of saying would be: Try to go into the consciousness of a master, saint or prophet. Choose some from the whole spectrum of them that match the qualities you need at present time. As empaths we know how even thinking for a second of a person, it’s like you become that person. You feel the quality they represent. Now, what would it be like to become like Lao Zu. For example. Or Buddha. Zoroaster, Christ, Kuan Yin, Mary, Mohammed. The list goes on. Be curious for it. That’s the adage indeed for our day and age; to be curious for it. But stay grounded. Breathing in our heart does that. And feel the ground we sit, stand or lay on. And oserve the observer. Light upon light.
The beautifull thing is, I do start to feel better, sharing this, giving my contribution for the collective. It moves the chi. Flow.