The mind rides the wind

The mind rides the wind.

This scentence comes to mind now, watching how the mind seems to work around anything that piques my interest. Since there’s usualy a lot going on and we live in an information society, I feel the need in myself to come back to my early morning practices after having watched some youtubes yesterday. Because that is endless. At some point we have to stop. The mind becomes overactive.

Having this written down, I now put the I-pad aside, to continue my yogamat rituals. Perhaps see you later, if there’s more to come that ‘makes sense’ if you like.


Seated again on the yoga mat I looked at a special beautiful color blue in the morning sky. It has a softness and an openness. This is where my attention is drawn to so this is where my mind goes. Ended up after the yoga and spiritual practice session doing a facebook posting on color therapy, that I had watched yesterday on youtube. Because that is what came up again during the meditation. Combining it with my own experiences and inspirations. This is where my heart goes so this is where my mind goes.

The mind rides the wind.


Cosmic diamond violet flame invocation

After having invoked it, I was allowed to see the working of it. It interpenetrates the denser colors in the aura and clears them. I also became aware of a blackish energy, stuck around the atlas. It was difficult for the diamond violet fire to get through that. That should be the creative energy, being stuck, and or speaking from truth. My endeavor is to do that here in this writing ✍️. Keeping the neck stiff can also be about a stubbornness. Letting the diamond violet flame do it’s work is really about allowing.

It’s not only in my personal situation but also something in the collective.

Steve Nobel suggests to – after such a clearance – bring in some colors of the quality that is needed at a particular place or space (in the house for example or situations on earth as a means of distance healing). I choose the emerald green from archangel Raphael, the healing color. For the forehead and the neck.

Cosmic diamond violet flame invocation, given by Diana Cooper and Tim Whilld

• I AM the Cosmic Diamond Violet Flame

• I AM the Flame of Mercy

• I AM the Flame of Joy

• I AM the Flame of Oneness

• I AM St. Germain

• I AM Gabriel Zadkiel

Energie healing

Ok, I’m writing about energy. Not everyone will understand or resonate with it but those who are meant to read it will find it.

Free to write about it here, in this blog.
It was inconvenient, to have a backache and migraine while being on a four days outing in Gent, end of april. Later on heard it was on in a moment in time when the galactic waves were intense. Bringing to the surface that what is meant to surface in order to be cleared.

Silently prayed to the bealing angels for healing while passing St Baaf Cathedral in a cold windy hailstorm.

Got it instantly. Felt how it popped into my head, benedicting the vulnarable spot in my head, like a white liquid light, gelling into the left part of the head, where the migraine always is, filling it. The perfect substance that the physical body can integrate. 

Thank you healing angels. Think they’re very skilled, know exactly how much to infuse like an energy medine, the right substance, the right amount for the moment. It’s the healing of the future. Athough it has always been there. It will be integrated with modern science more and more. Many people working for that. Facilitating that.

There’s always help, but we have to ask because humans have a free will. But when we ask there is help, always.

Thank you, healing angels.


I’m just telling the story here most mainstream doctors, homeopath’s and psychotherapists won’t be able to tell you yet. The story that most relatives and friends won’t be able to understand yet. That’s not arrogance, just a matter of fact, gained by experience. Even most of the people in the Sufi community won’t be able to be with it. It’s the story that is actuality worked out well in the youtube films about empath’s and sensitives if you go searching for them. You won’t have to do much searching once you’ve watched a few; they pop up extensively. But the youtube scene on the other hand is also a Wild West, as Gigi Young puts it. So discernment is required. The very specific wording that resonates with me well at the moment is done by Lindy Cowling, who talks about templating. 
I also take a quote by Pir Villayat as the leading principle here:

‘The aura and the magnetic field is the template in which the cells of the body are configured’

He has worked with practices with light for the aura, to be found in the manuals that were handed out to me when I was part of a group of classgivers and also bought later in Paris, during a seminar for leaders. Leaders being a unhandy word. Representatives is a better word. Ambassadors of the light. But Pir Villayat also gave me a blessing to go and follow my own way. I now understand why, because of what was just said here above. He was a pioneer himself, ahead of his time. ‘Idea’s get sclerosed on earth’, he often said. This is what you find in religions a lot. Ways of thinking and doing that do not apply to our present time needs any longer.
That’s why people in these youtubefilms talk about updates and downloads. They are for refreshment, renewal, evolution and growth.

Now downloads is a good word to use for what I’m trying to talk about here. Because this computer term is a good analogue for what happens in the energy world. In the posting ‘How can Santa Claus visit so many houses at the same time’, I try to explain how ‘templating’ works. Here I also tell from my own life story. How being an empath became a more and more conscious thing and how I’m being called to work with it.

In Lindy Cowlings youtube ‘Taking templating into 5d’ she talks about this trace of empath’s and sensitives, who TAKE ON TEMPLATES FROM THE ENVIRONMENT FOR PURGING. From my own experience I know I’m doing that a lot. The struggle I had here was like: what the hell is this for, why does it happen. My homeopathic doctor could not answer the question. The phenomenon was new to her, although there was a dawning understanding of energy fields, like we all have.

So why are we doing this purging? It’s a contribution to the clearing of the energy field in the osmoses of the human traffic, where in the collective pain body, issues abide. So by processing the energy of these issues, we give relieve to those who cannot do that (yet). We relieve their suffering. We are healers.
Isn’t that beautiful?

It’s a trace Jesus had in fact. ‘He was just a giant empath, who cured the lepers present in the room by his mere presence’, said Teal Swan.

One warning is to be found in the information for empath’s too: we shouldn’t always take on other peoples issues, because we deprive them of their learning process that way. Maybe that is what Lindy Cowling tells us about once fully arriving in 5d, this trace of taking on other peoples energies stops. It does not occur any longer. We now live in this 5d template and are in full consciousness and aligned to the higher self all the time. 
And then there’s the story of learning to shield yourself as long as this 5d arival is not yet fully the case. Also for example when you have to do shoppings in a supermarket. To protect yourself from overwhelment. Objection here is that it promotes an ofcut from the environment. So it’s more some sort of first aid kit in case of overwhelm.

By transmuting the energies in your own aura, for example with help of the violet flame, given to us to work with by Saint Germain, we contribute to helping the energetic environment becoming a pure, beautiful and uplifting place.

Photo is a blend of a pic I took on the Hebridean Island Lismore and a violetflame picture from the internet.

Looking with the eyes of the sun

The glance is very important for the sufies. It is our compass when we move throught the various planes with our consciousness. It helps to stay focussed when enwrapped by thoughts and emotions. Casting our glance on this brings clearance.


Stage one

Relax. Sit with a strait spine. Feet on the floor. When crosslegged, buttocks on the floor. When you push the sitting bones into the floor, this straitens from the bottom of the spine to the crown. Let your shoulders drop, relax the jaws, the scull. Then you’re alright.

Visualize a being light in front of you or a sun.

Breath in that light.

Then become that light.

Breathing in into this deep light source within, breathing out, radiating light, from the heart, through the skin to all directions.

Stage two

Now we’re going to refine the light of the heart.
Breathing in we press our tongue agains the palate and turn our eyeballs upward, to receive a very refined frequency, pure spirit, through our crown chacra, through the pineal gland, through our eyes and into the heart, projecting that transparent, egoless light into a point a few meters in front of us, from the eyes. Two beams of light, from the eyes, like headlamps.
When developed, our glance becomes a ray that casts light upon situations. With love. Things get clarified, transmuted, resolved. Our glance is our anchor, our witness in new territory. And breathing in our heart.

Amazing songbird

The thought occurred to me that birds may be in tune too. With what? With the celestial spheres. The angelic planes. They may channel a song from there. Why not?

“That was beautiful wasn’t it, that bird just singing for us”, I said to the neighbour woman and her daughter, while hanging out a blanket on the washing line.

“Yes, we’ve been listening in awe, that was so special”, she said.

“They produce such a variety of sounds, with such refined articulation. They communicate with each other, with a bird ten trees further away. Wonder what they are talking about”.

The song bird has been in our tree for weeks and weeks now. So is the bird ten trees further away. Heard it sing biking through the street on my way for teaching a yoga class. The high pitch bird sound mingled with the sound of the moany crying of a child playing in the streets. The bird song raised the vibration of the moany sound, attuned it to it’s pitch. Like there was a powerful willpower behind it. Communicating like: “Listen to me! It’s ok!”.

 Guardian angels orchestrating.

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The lower back

What the hell does this have to do with lower back pain.
Everyone by now knows I’m amongst the tribe of empath’s, ‘sympath’ a more sympathetic word, I would like to introduce. If you think you are one of them, there’s ton’s of information to be found in youtubes, nonsense and great sense. Learning discernment is our sharpening awareness.
So what the heck does this have to do with the lower back.
Well…I want to share an experience with you from the time this sensitivity was already there but the word empath wasn’t in the ether yet. Pre-internet stage.

Had a conversation yesterday about it with my daughter in law. We agreed that stiff lower backs are our cultural phenomenon. EveryBODY seems to have one. So what’s the information hiding there in these structural stiffened muscles. Does it have to do with the control grid?
Did we have to learn to navigate our animal impulses in our education?

A woman visiting my yoga class had an interesting although also a bit sad story she shared with me yesterday before we began with our practices. She had been falling down and had a pain in the lower back for some weeks. She felt it was related to her sister who was going to die. She came happily telling me yesterday that her sore back was over at last! She thanked me for the practices that had been very supportive. Someone had said to her that her lower back was linked with emotions about her sister. I also felt it like now that her sister had died, also a support had fallen away. We are linked with our family in the lower chacra area’s. So now she had to adjust and even more stand (!) on her own.
In previous class, we had been focussing our attention on the lower back area. What does it feel like. Does it feel stiff, dense, or rather porous, can you perceive a color there, how do the tissues feel. Maybe you can feel a slight widening of the area on the in breath.
Focussing our attention on it also has a healing effect.

So, that having said in between, now the story I want to share.

I’m staying in my caravan that stands on the place of my parents in law, on the camping near the dunes. I’m resting.  I hear a sound below the caravan.  The sound of a little animal walking over a few empty glass bottles, laying there in the grass. Then I hear the sound of this animal making a very sudden leap. Somehow this goes together with a movement of the muscles of my lower back I had never experienced before and never ever experienced after again. For a moment, that whole piece of skin, muscles, tissues, everything that’s there is like a hollow piece of skin, away from the bones underneath them. Like a rather big space in between bones and tissues and muscles. This goes together with a feeling of great relieve. All of a sudden, I feel whole, out of one piece. Awake.

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