The new word is downloads. It had been happening to me.
I felt it.
Lovely caressing energies.
To cure the distress.
About not feeling understood.
About not seeming to be able to convey the message.
The thing is I really feel these waves of love flowing through me.
Must be angel love or otherwise.
It wants to comfort the things I can’t cope with, like getting over something that’s too deep to feel and understand but sometimes all of a sudden it has me in it’s grip.
I can’t explain it but it’s there. Sinking away into the half sleep, there’s clear explanations. It’s perfectly fitting in an orderly sequence of sentences of a clear presentation of what’s it’s about. All I have to do is write it down when I’m awake.
But now awake, it’s too far away.
The only thing that stayed with me is the title of what it’s about, and that was very clear and that is: THE SHATTER OF GRUDGE.
That’s the underlying emotion of a story playing out. That’s what needs to happen.
The shatter of grudge.
How to shatter a grudge I don’t seem to be able to feel, but has it’s impact upon the situation. It’s in a reality under the surface of what is visible. The daily facts of life. What we see.
There’s a pain.
I can feel that.
It’s pushing against the ribcage from within.
Knocking against the door.
Like hey, I want to be seen, felt.
I shall have to focus my attention on it. Shine a searchlight on it. Breath into it.
Yes, that’s what I’m going to do.
I’ll get back to you later about this.
Not in order to revenge all the times when nobody was around when it was needed, because work is always more important. I would like to shatter that grudge.
Everything is in it’s grip.
Stealing the love and attention that could have been the cure.
The angels know that.
They are with me. When I’m feeling alone and in distress about not being able to convey a message that’s not clear, but wants to be seen, felt. They send waves of love and tell me to shatter the grudge. And at least give the message about this. About the waves of love, caressing the nerves.
Because I had asked for it.
In a prayer.
There’s always an answer. Must be the ask and it shall be given sort of a thing.
For those that want to know it.
So that’s what I’m trying to do.
Will the message be heard?
I’ll get back to you later.
When I’m sorted out.
First find peace, then it will be sorted out.
In peace, things fall into place.
No more grudge.
This writing is taking me there. Peace.
Thank you angels.
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